mais um texto com o qual me identifico a 95%.
Digo isto porque vejo-me nele com a excepccao da ultima frase, pois o meu final seria qualquer coisa assim:
Já foi ódio, raiva e nojo... Agora? E pena de ti por nao teres sabido amar ou respeitar quem te ama. Tu para mim es uma memoria doce-amarga, uma pedra nas fundacoes da pessoa que sou...

a cerca deste tema escrevi...
no "durante":
Pergunto-me a mim mesmo onde falhei e sinto que a resposta esta ca dentro mas nao a consigo enchergar no meio desta neblina cinzenta que teima a envolver-me cegamente a alma.

no "depois":
It takes time, in some cases, more than a lifetime, but we don't have it so we have to try harder.
Yeah, it takes time for one to discover that the serenity needed to appreciate life is something that comes from inside us.
The mistake that we often fall into, is to rely on external factors or people that we cannot control, to seek that so wanted stability and peace of mind.
One that discovers and truly feels that happiness depends on how one deals with him/herself and the exterior world, is empowered to precede a serene journey of life.
Today, I came to understand this and I feel reborn.
For those who didn't get there, push yourself towards this conclusion, the clock is ticking and it will not be forever.
Bon Voyage!