antes eu era assim:
Pergunto-me a mim mesmo onde falhei e sinto que a resposta esta ca dentro mas nao a consigo enchergar no meio desta neblina cinzenta que teima a envolver-me cegamente a alma.

agora, finally:
It takes time, in some cases, more than a lifetime, but we don't have it so we have to try harder.
Yeah, it takes time for one to discover that the serenity needed to appreciate life is something that comes from inside us.
The mistake that we often fall into, is to rely on external factors or people that we cannot control, to seek that so wanted stability and peace of mind.
One that discovers and truly feels that happiness depends on how one deals with him/herself and the exterior world, is empowered to precede a serene journey of life.
Today, I came to understand this and I feel reborn.
For those who didn't get there, push yourself towards this conclusion, the clock is ticking and it will not be forever.

Man, lembra-te que ainda nao comecas-te a viver. A vida tem varias etapas, apenas esta na etapa do "gathering data"... iras entender o que te digo quando passares a proxima etapa: "digesting the data"...
take it easy... travel its a good theray but dont get lost, at the end no one will be there to rescue you, only you!